Paradise: my 2005
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
「 bouncing away 6:05 pm 」
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! =)

2006 is here! a new beginning. whoo~ =D
hopefully it will be a better yr for all of us!

okays.. i shall now conclude my 2005. hah..
lots of things happened this yr. be it good or bad, happy or sad.
i think it has been a rather eventful yr for me as compared to my previous yrs.

Nanyang junior college was my dream sch in 2004.
and yupps i entered for the first 3 mths. and im happy my friends got in as well. so i had my companions. judy, janice they all. at least during pae, most of us got into our dream schs. yv, my n xt got into ajc. sk n chris srjc. but well at least none of us is alone in the college. we had one another.

so first 3 mths.. i took up triple sci- 05S7B. 7 of us took the same combi. tt's me, judy, jan, gs, mw, amanda n susanna. mw, amanda n me were in the same class. jan, judy n gs same class. susanna in another class. so we'll always see each other during lectures and help one another chop places in the LT. haha.. usually we'll booked the whole row. place our bottles, files or whatever on the seats. hah.. kiasu us. but i enjoyed chopping places for them. it's always so funny! den when it comes to breaks, we'll usually sit together to eat n chat n gossip. hahax.. nice moments! =)

hah.. first 3 mths.. most dun treat it seriously. ponning sch became v normal. so i also pon sch. crashed ajc n srjc to have a taste of the envt and also to find my friends. hahaa..
first 3 mths was simply fun n memorable! there's not much stress too. haha.. and it's also the time when most of us can still gather together to chit-chat. though it's short, i truly enjoyed it!

then the dreadful day came.. release of O level results.
i got my unexpected results. i cried.
i consulted teachers to get some advices.
after much struggle, i put nyjc as my first choice.
and yeap i got in. but im the one of the lucky few. cos after bonus deduction, im only a 10 pointer. and the cut-off pt for ny was a partial 10.
so well.. im happy tt i got in. BUT at the same time, im depressed cos most of my friends din get into ny which they v much wanted. many who were in ny for the first 3 mths went into sr instead. i really dunno wad to say at that pt of time. how come?

wad saddens me more was si dang were all separated. chris in cj. judy in poly. sk in sr sci and my in sr arts. yv in aj sci n xt in aj arts. and me in ny. some of them were in the same schs but still different faculty. for the first 3 mths, ny used to have many beattyians but after jae, the number was reduced greatly. and wad's worse was i dun have any close frens with me. yepp serene was with me but she's in arts afterall. my si dang was not with me. it was a terrible time. i had to start all over again. though im there for first 3 mths, but i think the envt has changed without my frens ard me. i have to change n adapt.

im afraid triple sci will be too heavy, so i took up bio chem maths. 3 As. den i'll also have more time for my eng. and so i came into o5S1D! hah.. mixed ard with them. all of them are nice ppl! erm.. except some. haha.. and well i found my clique after some time. =)
seriously, i dunno how to survive my jc life when i first came into ny after the first 3 mths. i dunno how im gonna pull thru this entire yr. but still.. i did it! hahax.. i like my class and love my clique! <3

so time passed.. term 2 was not easy for me. i had to adjust to some changes n make new friends. den another blow came in term 3. the sudden death of a fren. my first 3 mths classmate. well im beyond words when i knew it. it's so so unlike her. so looks can be deceiving. u never know how one feels deep inside the heart though u may be his/her v close fren. he/she may appear strong but actually his/her heart is v fragile. so it's really a loss n pity that i din know her well. so from this, i've learned to cherish the times i spend with my family n friends. share n enjoy!

hmm well.. sometimes im also uncertain of myself. i will wonder if i've made the right choice to come here. will poly be a better choice for me? hahax.. but wadeva it is, i nv regretted coming to nyjc. nv regretted knowing one dee peeps n many others. hees.. =)

and though distance separated me from my si dang, i became closer to some of them. weird ah. only this yr den i got to know them more. our friendships became stronger n deeper. whee! <3
i realised we dun tend to treasure the things n ppl before us. only when both of us are separated then we'll treasure the moments spent together. hahaa.. distance is neccessary.
hah.. i saw this in a drama( translated) : the physical distance is nothing. wad matters most is the distance between our hearts. yeap.. i agree! hahaa.. sometimes it's the abstacles n arguments we had that made us closer together.

so in 2005.. there were several ups n downs. i fell n get up again. challenges will always come before us. I've learned to be a stronger person and to accept the harsh reality of life. in jc, I've seen many different kinds of ppl. there are those v helpful ppl and also those selfish ones. I've seen the changes in things, ppl and my emotions too. there were times when i felt down and happy too. so well i experienced pretty much this yr. hah..

aniwae.. today marks a new beginning for all of us! I'll leave the sad memories behind n hold on to the happy n sweet ones.

life still goes on.. =]

Smiles alwayS- =))

`i believe
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