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Sunday, December 11, 2005
「 bouncing away 6:03 pm 」

yeap.. finally have smth to blog abt today, after so loongg.. hahaa
nth much happened these few days.
im practically at home the whole of this week.
doing tutorials, assignments etc..
yay! i got most of them done. left with bio. =D
finally gg out later in the afternoon after staying at home for so loong.
hahas.. it's 1.15am now.

just abt an hr ago, i was looking thru my past yrs xmas cards, new yr cards, farewell cards, bdae cards, photos and letters. i unsealed the envelope n read thru every single word that's on it.
it was simply heart-warming! ^^
lots of fond memories came back to me. ((:
i particularly love the letters n farewell messages.
from pri sch when we parted to diff sec schs.
to sec 2 streaming into diff classes.
to sec 4 graduation to diff institutions.
to after first 3 mths when we received our posting results.
till now.
i think the msgs are really meaningful.

thru the yrs, i have gone thru so much so much.
the joys and sorrows i felt.
the happiness i felt when i received a letter from a pri sch friend whom i have intially lost contact with after she shifted house.
'long time no see. still remember me?' is how the letter begins.. im touched when i read it again. the journey we both went thru from losing contact to keeping in touch again. it took a few yrs. yupps uncontrollably, tears welled up in my eyes.
yesh.. im really glad we still stay in touch till now. still meet up sometimes. =)

and i was surprised to see a xmas card from an ex-classmate whom i used to dislike cos i think she likes to take advantage of others.
if im not wrong, i received it in 2001, when we were in sec 1.
seriously, i cant believe my eyes when i saw her name on the card.
i even rubbed my eyes to take a second n closer look.
i never thought she will send me one.
the old memories flashed thru my mind.
the days we were together and how i used to dislike her.
but now the feeling of dislike has faded away. im pleased. hehes.
last yr's teachers' day was the last time i saw n chatted with her.
we never meet after that.

bdae cards.. i din received many. just a few. i was once again touched when i saw a hand-made envelope! it's actually a foolscap paper. but my friend drew some pictures n coloured them. she even coloureed the entire foolscap paper! she din paint it. she coloured it. gosh. i think it really requires lots of efforts n time to make that envelope. thats why im touched. she spent so much time n efforts to make an envelope just for me, which u can get it anywhere.

farewell msgs from sec sch frens.. friend's impression of me.
well. when i read then again, it did make an impact on me but i dunno how to describe it.
glad to make such a fren but at the same time sad to leave them?
i missed the days we were together as a class.
chatting, crapping, studying, playing games during pe and lots more.
and i looked at the class photos too! from sec 1 to sec 4.
hahahas.. i realised some of us really changed a lot.
last time, some of us will have the toot toot n blurry look but now seems more mature le.
hahax.. but i think i still have that blurry look. keke..

red cross photos.. yeap.. i went thru them too.
taken with mrs tan n my fellow committee- judy, dap, cm, aziz.
hahas.. and i remembered we always bully aziz de. cos he's the only boy mah. hahaa.. i realised we are so bad.
yep.. it's been long since we last met. gonna meet them soon. prob after xmas. yay! *grins

it was late while i was loooking thru the entire pack of cards.
so my mum came into my room and said, 'still looking at them? it's time to throw them away.'
my reply: 'HUH!? NO! i want to keep them!'
hahas. yepp thats my reaction.
the cards will ALWAYS stay with me.
i think its v meaningful to keep them.
try looking back at them now or few yrs down the road.
im sure u will feel v different. *winks

ermx.. i think this entry is v messy. hahas.. cos wadeva tt came to my mind, i just blogged it out. i din bother to organise the points. hees.

*xmas cards. new yr cards. a simple greeting can show a person that u are not forgotten.*

Smiles alwayS- =))



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