Paradise: a different feeling?
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
「 bouncing away 3:58 pm 」
hmm sometimes it's not gd to stay at home alone.
or rather when im alone and i have nth to do to keep me occupied.
my mind will start to wonder. hees.

not exactly nth to do, but i dun wanna start work. hahax.
so i will just stone or day-dream and there goes my mind.. wondering off..
hahax. i just let it wonder n wonder..
and there comes a point where i have quite a different feeling.

hmm. im not really sure why i have this different feeling.
i guess i sorta know but not exactly sure of it ba. hahax.
many things occurred within these few days.
so short but yet so many things have occurred.
as usual, things can be so unexpected and unpredictable.
we'll just have to accept.

i hope this feeling will be gone soon.
i love to day-dream but i hate to think of it when this kinda feeling arises.
maybe im escaping.
but well. i dun like to face it but i know i HAVE to.

it's been long since im feeling this way. hahax.
i shld not have wondered.
shld hav sat down to work so that my mind wont wonder.
so that i wont have this feeling- tinge of loneliness, sadness.
anw it's v different from wad i normally feel.
again, hopefully it wears off soon.

sometimes, i wan to find someone to talk to.
but it seems hard.
some ppl are just too busy.
or i dun feel like making them feel troubled and worried for me.
so i might as well keep them to myself.

i think it makes no sense to u when u read it. hahax. =pp
it's not meant for u to understand.
more for me to express it out. keke. =]

aniwae thanx for reading. though u may not understand.
hahax. (:

Smiles alwayS- =))

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