Paradise: loneliness
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
「 bouncing away 2:31 pm 」
alright. pretty late now. 11.10pm.
just suddenly feel like blogging. weird. haha.

hmm. i'm alone in this hse with my mum n dad.
mum's asleep alr. dad haven. and me obviously haven. haha.
today is a new start. sort of a new life without my brothers.
without them in this hse during the weekdays.
so when mum n dad are away. I'll be ALONE.
not that i'm afraid of loneliness. but it's jux weird without my kors.
weird that i hav no one to talk to when mum n dad are away.
weird that i can actually hav the com to myself. no fights.
weird that there's no one making fun of me n teasing me.
weird that there's no bickering in this hse.
it seems so empty. empty.

usually kor will be last one to slp. so he will switch off the light.
i hate switching off the light esp when everyone's asleep. hate the sudden darkness.
now i shall be the only one in the room sleeping. alone.
no one to disturb me when i'm asleep.
well. i dunno. i dun like to slp in the rm alone.
no one else.
just me n the air.
empty. so empty.

haha. i'm just not used to life without my kors.
hmm. nvm. shall start adapting.
i will adapt. haha. =]

today is just the beginning.
there's more days to come.
and maybe yrs in the future.
*independent.
hahahax.

Smiles alwayS- =))

`i believe
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