Paradise: feeling low
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
「 bouncing away 11:09 am 」
Haven really been the real me these few days.. dunno y.. kind of feeling low but luckily i still have some laughter.. or i will be 'xing shi zhou ruo' hahax.. scary manx =S
This is only wk 3 yepp but i dun feel like schooling.. really not in the mood to study.. but anw who would be in the mood to study? talk abt stress.. i dun really feel stressed at the moment.. but i'm worried for a classmate of mine.. she seems to be putting a lot of stress on herself.. exams over yet she's still doing tys.. it's really scary!! though i'm not so close to her.. but i'm jux afraid tt one day she will suddenly breakdown..

I dun understand la.. really.. 6 mths over n i dun know why jc life is jux so tough? plus the irritating pw.. this is jux so diff from sec sch.. not to mention pri sch.. yep i do understand tt as one progresses, the level of diff is gonna be higher.. but till now i'm still trying to adapt to this major change.. n i'm slow.. esp when it comes to changing n adapting.. *sigh
It's not that i do not have frenz.. in fact i have quite a few gd frenz by my side helping me n supporting me.. I'm satisfied with wad i have but i dunno y the feeling is jux not there.. the feeling of comfort.. prob i still need a few more mths ba.. hopefully things will get better.. anw.. clique, thanks for staying with me! =)

talking abt sec sch.. i really miss my si dang-- judy, chris, yv, my, xt, sk!!!!!! I has lotsa fun during those days.. be it in cca or in class.. esp 4e1'04!! I missed all the joys n laughter we used to have!! Though we were really a mugger class but i still had lotsa fun with these classmates of mine!! Thanks! =D In cca, the training might be gruelling but the four of us will always be tgt.. tt's me, judy, dap n cm--- I miss them too!! dap n judy will always have smth to make us laugh.. be it lame jokes or actions.. n I loved these moments! ^^

Some ppl say tt jc life will be the most enjoyable part of ur life.. I dunno if this will really be true.. but right now.. the most enjoyable part of my life is definitely my sec sch days!!! =D

Si dang: I miss u all.. each and everyone of U!! though all of us are separated but we must stay keep in touch k.. promise? take care!! muacks! Let's be frens for life!!!!!!!
4e1'04: Let's have more outings n gatherings n chalet if possible.. haha.. I'm so greedy =X
Miss u guys loads!! take care!! *Once a frenz, Always a frenz*

Smile alwayS- =))

`i believe
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